Now im finally pregnant ?

after all the stress and heart ache and the dismay of two miscarriages and all the emotional strain of trying for baby and pressure on mine and my husbands relationship over the last 2 years im am finally pregnant and everything is looking great but...........i just cant seem to get excited. dont get me wrong i am so grateful that i am so lucky and i want this more than anything else in the world. but it just seems all those two horrible years we went threw and it just feels like all of that for this. i dont want anyone to think i am ungrateful cause it is far from the truth i just thought when it finally happend i would be absolutley stupidly excited and getting really into it all but im not, i just feel exactly the same its just not how i thought i would be. has anyone ever felt like this... also could anyone give me any tip or ideas on how to psych myself and get into wow im pregnant mode if that makes sense lol x